As Seasons change…. my altered reality stays the course. ~ To navigate the winding path of life amid grief and loss of something so precious can be sheer chaos. My prince charming ~ Dean Blixt was taken off the Earth suddenly without warning… no goodbye.. four years ago this day. January 21, 2018.
In a moment of heartstopping pain… Life’s forecast doesn’t let you off the hook..not for one minute…as without pause….Storms of life in uncertain waters are certain. I can only Shelter in place… and listen… and wait…only for the Sun to shine. It gets dark and cold… and difficult. Yet I wait on the Sun. I look up…and wait for the glimmers of light to shine. In an instant~ an update to my so called fairytale of life…must force a new download…trusting the outcome…. as every great storm….and every beautiful story… must come to an end.
Winter Soul~tice~
Tell me Winter…Where You’ve gone?
This the 4th… doesn’t belong.
Frozen cold with deep despair…
Melts to Spring…Without you there.
Swirling winds in Autum Air…
Spins me dizzy…Summers there.
Round and round and back again…
A boomerang… of grief… again.
Be Still Move On
Keep Calm Carry On
A tug of war…each closing door.
The chaos waves…the Soul inside.
What’s lost… Still found… amid the tide.
Winter heart… frozen in time
Barred with pain ’til
thawed in Spring.
Amid the Autum leaves that fall…
like tears of loss… they’re sure to fall.
Then heat of hope…
In a mid Summers dream….
point me back to you…
so real… they seem.
The days go by…
Now years too…
And all this time…
I long to see you.
The Joy
The Love
The friendship too…
Gone like Seasons into new.
Leaving… only…memories of you.
Change and loss come at high cost…
When love is at the center….
Foretells the future fate await
As each new Season enter.
Hurts and Hopes amid each day…
Til Breath of Life Surrender!
Seasons fragile…incomplete
Each move me through…
Til again…we meet!
Frozen Winter…Heal my 💔 Heart.
Let thaw of Spring renew that part.
As Autumn leaves fall to the ground…
Summer’s Storms bring Peace around!
-dcbj 65-18
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