Today marks 2.5 years and a day without the love of my life, Dean Blixt. I’m so grateful for the Arizona sun and light of day – this place has been so healing on my grief journey, guiding me through in every way. As I tell others: Until this is ever your story, it’s not, so don’t even worry about it.
Live well…and Love ~💙…as you should!
Here Comes the Sun….
A new day begun~
Yet where is all…
the joy…
and the fun~
without you….
my only one~
To wake again…
and you’re not there~
Seems another day…
I’m forced to bear~
This day… it’s tough…
to face the groove~
My heart and soul…
can barely move~
My feet hover…
from the ground….
knowing still…
you’re nowhere…
to be found~
Here comes the Sun…
to light my way~
To face this day…
with you at bay~
I sit along the edge of bed….
My Soul prepares..
for this day of dread~
The curtain pulls…
the birds still sing…
to this very day…
you’re my everything~
Nice neighbors chat…
life moves on too…
The dogs still bark….
I must carry on through~
So thankful for this ray of light…
that wakes me from the dark of night~
A shred of Hope…
amid the breeze~
Keep me in this light…
pave my path with ease~
In days of grief…
there is no cure…
my memories of you…
so vivid…so pure~
Just like my many closet cries…
hugging all your shirts and ties…
this trauma tugs daily…
on all the whys~
Like a battle between…
the truth and pain…
not wanting your death…
to be in vain~
Yet …All is well….
like…a cast spell~
Forced to be strong…
when all along…
life without you…
just seems wrong~
Broken Spirit…
Broken Heart…
I will struggle daily…
Til my own death…
do us part~
I surrender my way…
to the light of this day…
keep it bright..
the entire way~
Here comes the Sun…
It’s A Beautiful Day….
Thy Will Be Done…
without…even a say~
Energy flares…
from this solar storm…
to fuel my dark…
against this norm…
it blinds out fear…
though you’re not here….
it takes control…
like planet pull~
No matter the day…
the light is full~
Show me Sun…
why it’s meant to be…
living life here…
without my sweetest thee~
Peace Be Still…
for I know this is your Will~
Beyond the dark of every night…
move me forward…
keep me in your light~
Let my feet touch down…
upon the ground….
to embrace life’s blessings…
all around ~
What is this life…
once…as your wife…
without her spouse…
in our own house~
The loss of you…
so sudden and soon…
leaves me searching…
far…
beyond the Moon~
Still~…
Here comes the Sun…
another day begun~
Emitting Strength…
and Grace…
amid Grief…
in this place~
#MakeYourDashCount
#dcbj 65-18