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The Guardian
How beautiful is this picture! Can you see the image in the Light ~ helping to guard the night? I recently had my home broken into. I honestly feel sorry for whoever was so desperate. ~ Only God knows.~ Ugh! Cops said due to the nature of this sad...yet...still...
Life Waits for No One
Today marks 2.5 years and a day without the love of my life, Dean Blixt. I'm so grateful for the Arizona sun and light of day - this place has been so healing on my grief journey, guiding me through in every way. As I tell others: Until this is ever your story, it's...
Angels on Board
I knew this was going to be a special flight today when I saw the nose number on the aircraft, 777! So, what are the odds when meeting our Pilots, I'm flying with our First Officer only to find out his name is....~ Carleton Dean! My own Dean Blixt was...~ Dean...
Another Park Present
Another Park present!... this one actually made me smile. I find so much comfort in the connections I come across that relate to Dean Blixt. Treasures to trinkets stumbled upon in heavenly time, delivering comfort and joy to my soul. From a hockey blade sniffed out by...
A Revelation
I just had another dream yesterday. Several people rushed the street...almost like a parade route...all us us walking in the same direction. ~ That's when I saw Dean. He was walking along side what looked like a float or cart. He was wearing all Vikings...
Animals are pure and solid JOY
Truly I am so grateful to God for my sweet and sassy fur babies helping me along this journey. If you let them into your heart you would agree animals are pure and solid JOY!...which is something I struggle to regain deep within without you, Dean Blixt! I'm so glad...
It’s not easy being green
It's not easy being green! I just mowed the lawn and truly had to sit down because my whole body felt weak! Not weak from being out-of-shape weak, rather WEAK because I thought of you, Dean Blixt! Seriously, in the moment I just wanted to lay down on that no so...
Dean Blixt Memorial Award
A memorial award was created in memory of Dean and although this year's award is on hold due to the Coronavirus, the first ever recipient for the the Dean Blixt Memorial Award was given to Referee Bobby Chan! Never in my dreams would I have ever thought Dean would...
Pray, pray, pray!
So I'm in Hartford, CT on a layover right now which has a way of taking me back in time. I've only been here twice before. The first was the night I learned about Dean's death. The second was on the 6 month anniversary after. And then there was last night. And...
We Are Stardust: Be a Lamp No Matter What
While walking my dogs tonight, thinking sometimes God's choice upon my altered reality feels more like a punishment. Trying not to ask "Why?", rather "What? What do you want from me?". As you always have my attention, I'm listening! And to my surprise the answer came...