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Seedling Sigh
A year after Dean Blixt passed 💔#ScienceCare would plant a tree in honor and memory of his total body donation to medical and educational research. This is done for all donors, as the organization works with the National Forest Foundation to plant trees in national...
The bright side of Covid-19
In the end people just might say this is the best thing to ever have happened. People helping people in a Whole Wide World together on a united and common front. Families home together. Neighbors helping one another. Finding joy in simple things ... like toilet paper....
Calling All Angels
I recently had a spiritual reading through a friend of my mom's (thanks, mom) and it was truly on point with my grief journey and process of moving forward. In the end I received a message from both Archangel Michael and Archangel Rafael who tell me Dean is in a place...
Unexpected Dreams
I just awakened from an unexpected dream about my sweetest...Dean Blixt. Dean said to me, "I see you're into that light thing lately?" I was just telling my mom the night before how I always see various light as I'm constantly aware of seeing steaks and flashes of...
Happy Heavenly Birthday
Happy Heavenly Birthday, Dean Blixt, wherever the universe takes you, enjoy the journey. Pack light. Take the road less traveled. Stop for cake. Be sure to send home a postcard or two from Heaven and don't forget to make a wish upon a star that all your dreams come...
The Worst is the First Day That Follows
I know first hand the news of instant death is like a Kobe Bryant slam dunk that somehow ascends your Soul above the noise to help absorb the shock and blow of a battle won! That is until you wake upon the second day to an altered reality where the score is the same...
Two Years Today
Two years today. I can't even believe I've lived through those very words...much less...all the days since you've been gone. If only I could go back and stop the clock maybe, just maybe I could somehow stop the blood clot! The very blocked blood doctors think took...
Motorcycle With Wings
I just had the most beautiful dream. Dean picked me up on a motorcycle (which he's always wanted), he handed me a jug of salt water for his fish tank (I need to take a crash course as an aquarist) and a Diet Coke for the road. We started to move. I couldn't carry...
A Heavenly Happy Holiday
A purple peace of Heaven blew my way and couldn't bring a Heavenly Holiday Happy from above in any better way. Blowing across the yard on a cold blustery day; a purple balloon and leaf swirling together in soulful sync. Dancing the two-step outside the window across...
777 Luck
Looking back one year, ten months and this Thanksgiving day since you've been gone seems so ironic. I feel as if I have aged ten years since we last saw one another. The reality of life now is an outcome I never planned to take as we always said we signed up to be...