It’s not easy being green

It’s not easy being green

It’s not easy being green! I just mowed the lawn and truly had to sit down because my whole body felt weak! Not weak from being out-of-shape weak, rather WEAK because I thought of you, Dean Blixt! Seriously, in the moment I just wanted to lay down on that no so...
Dean Blixt Memorial Award

Dean Blixt Memorial Award

A memorial award was created in memory of Dean and although this year’s award is on hold due to the Coronavirus, the first ever recipient for the the Dean Blixt Memorial Award was given to Referee Bobby Chan! Never in my dreams would I have ever thought Dean...
Pray, pray, pray!

Pray, pray, pray!

So I’m in Hartford, CT on a layover right now which has a way of taking me back in time. I’ve only been here twice before. The first was the night I learned about Dean’s death. The second was on the 6 month anniversary after. And then there was last...
We Are Stardust: Be a Lamp No Matter What

We Are Stardust: Be a Lamp No Matter What

While walking my dogs tonight, thinking sometimes God’s choice upon my altered reality feels more like a punishment. Trying not to ask “Why?”, rather “What? What do you want from me?”. As you always have my attention, I’m listening!...
The bright side of Covid-19

The bright side of Covid-19

In the end people just might say this is the best thing to ever have happened. People helping people in a Whole Wide World together on a united and common front. Families home together. Neighbors helping one another. Finding joy in simple things … like toilet...
Calling All Angels

Calling All Angels

I recently had a spiritual reading through a friend of my mom’s (thanks, mom) and it was truly on point with my grief journey and process of moving forward. In the end I received a message from both Archangel Michael and Archangel Rafael who tell me Dean is in a...